It is probably one of the most terrible feelings. To know that you need to start studying but are unable to simply because of a fear of failure.
I have started, anyway, even if it is only a page of docile notes about mapping functions. I hated every minute of it. It felt as if I was trying my best to lift a shit ton of bricks with my thoughts alone. It is what I would imagine it to feel like if I had just realised my gift for telepathy. With the unfortunate inability to be able to lift a piece of dust because of the weak muscle of in my brain. A terrible ordeal, and I can’t believe I’m going to even make myself do it again.
If anyone has any advice on motivating yourself to study independently, that would be much appreciated.
Nakedstreetkid out x