There was a point this month where I told myself that I would blog everyday this month. And that point happens to be on the 1st of November.
Between then and now I’ve seemed to somehow lose the want to do that – to do anything in fact and while I would like to blame it all on being depressed, that would be a lie.
In truth, I believe the reason why I have avoided writing is because I am petrified to get it wrong and not do well. A feeling similar to not handing in a piece of homework because you know that at most, you will get a C in that assignment. Now, A C isn’t bad in itself, it’s only when you get a consecutive string of Cs while wanting to get just a little higher than that for once.
I know this just sounds silly because reading that back, I know the problem lies in not trying. I don’t try hard enough to become better.
Aye, back now anyway.
Nakedstreetkid out x