There are days where it just hits me
Where the unspeakable mass of emotions
Holds me by the throat,
Slams my fragile body into my deteriorating mind
And an erratic heart beat applauds another loss
Of maddening success
As birds twitch awake
Ridiculing my drooling sunset
With a laugh and a tweet
Cruising the plummeting squeek of swinging defeat.
All while I cry
My god, do I cry.